the first visit

I was revisited today....

Somebody knocked on my door and set me free again,

A long gone fire flared inside of me and I glowed again,

Rusted thoughts came out lustrous with unbound desires,

To be heard again and to hear its own sound again,

But then came a shattering sound and a broken reverie,

The gold in my eyes melted to nothingness again,

I heard not music but screams of my own,

The flames had risen high to burn me down again,

Unlatched door had seen a tear glistened with rays,

I shut the door again to hide the tear once again.